let me go

The monotony
Of life should never be
Of such consistency
You can't imagine
What you'd embody
If presented the opportunity
To be free

Tragically
I've seen my self deceased
My being taken from inside of me
Leaving a fragment
Of my "used to" me
To desire what I once used to be

I wonder
How this continues to hold me under
How I've watched my passion to plunder
Desire to blunder
Drive.to.die.